rewritten by AI for better understanding.
my comment: the ai took it a little bit too humorous, also i feel aligned what the context does reflect.
About Myself: First off, let me spill the beans: I have some autistic traits, and I apologize if I sometimes come across as a social enigma or a bit hard to understand. But hey, don't we all have our quirks? I don't mention this as an excuse, but more like a fun fact about my journey of self-discovery over the past 55 years. Embracing my uniqueness has been quite the ride! I trust most folks were as clueless as a deer in headlights about my emotional state; I mean, I didn't even have a word for it myself!
During school, I had the attention span of a goldfish, except for topics that truly intrigued me. People suspected I might have ADHD, or perhaps I was just daydreaming of becoming a superhero. As I learned more about autism and the incredible talents some autistic individuals have, I felt like I'd found my tribe. Not really, also I saw bits of myself in their stories and thought, "Well, this is interesting!"
However, I also tried to push myself to focus, learn, and improve, believing that I could leap over these traits in a single bound. Eventually, I reached a point where I accepted that I am different from others in certain ways, that's pretty cool, and sometimes quirky.
I've always found group settings to be as challenging as solving a Rubik's Cube blindfolded. Workgroups, social groups, or other types of communities—it doesn't matter. Whenever there are multiple people present, I morph into this kind, helpful, yet slightly befuddled individual. I can't help but observe, analyze, and dissect situations like a social Sherlock Holmes. However, put me in a one-on-one setting, and I'm as comfortable as a cat in a sunbeam. With exceptions. As less I did know about myself, as less I had control expressing my feelings; I followed the flow and that was not always pleasure, not for me, not for others.
Though taking the lead and commanding a team isn't quite my cup of tea, I have become a leader in my own life—providing for others and serving, indeed. Leading others in a company or a country, however, is an entirely different matter. I prefer to stay behind the scenes, observing, and swooping in to save the day when necessary. It's almost as if I have a secret identity!
Also, no worry; I have come to terms with my unique social strengths. Throughout my life, I have consistently earned an income and provided for others, achieving success financially and health-wise. Moreover, I have been blessed with a child, born out of one of the significant romantic relationships in my life. Clearly, the universe—or perhaps a higher power—has been kind to me.
I've found peace in embracing my uniqueness, and when I connect with the right people, it's like I've assembled my own league of extraordinary friends. I don't feel the need to flaunt my skills or knowledge; however, there may be times when my inner superhero bursts through and passionately shares my thoughts in a flash. Apologies in advance, folks!
My challenges are no more or less significant than anyone else's. We all have our own battles to fight and victories to celebrate. What makes us special is our individuality, and that's something worth embracing with a smile and a touch of humor.
This said, https://developerpitstop.com/autistic-programmers/
all good!.